My child,
you may not know me, but I know everything about you (Psalm 139:1). I know when you sit down and when you rise up(Psalm 139:2), I am familiar with your ways (Psalm 139:3), even the very hairs on your head are numbered (Matt 10:29-31). For you were made in my image (Genesis 1:27). In me you live and move and have your being (Acts 17:28), for you are my offspring (Acts 17:28).
I knew you even before you were conceived (Jeremiah 1:4-5). I chose you when I planned creation (Ephesians 1:11-12), You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book(Psalm 139:15-16). I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live (Acts 17:26). You were fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), I knit you together in your mother's womb (Psalm 139:13), and brought you forth on the day you were born (Psalm 71:6).
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me (John 8:41-44) I am not distant and angry, but I am the complete expression of love (1 John 4:16) and it is my desire to lavish my love on you. (1 John 3:1) Simply because you are my child and I am your Father (1 John 3:1) I offer you more than your earthly father ever could (Matthew 7:11) For I am the perfect father (Matthew 5:48) Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand (James 1:17) For I am your provider and I meet all your needs (Matthew 6:31-33)
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. (Jeremiah 29:11) Because I love you with an everlasting love (Jeremiah 31:3) My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore (Psalms 139:17-18) And I rejoice over you with singing. (Zephaniah 3:17) I will never stop doing good to you (Jeremiah 32:40) For you are my treasured possession (Exodus 19:5) I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul (Jeremiah 32:41)
And I want to show you great and marvelous things (Jeremiah 33:3) If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me (Deuteronomy 4:29) Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart (Psalm 37:4)
For it is I who gave you those desires (Philippians 2:13)
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine (Ephesians 3:20) For I am your greatest encourager (2 Thessalonians 2:16-17) I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles (2 Corinthians 1:3-4) When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you (Psalm 34:18) As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart (Isaiah 40:11)
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes (Revelation 21:3-4) And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth (Revelation 21:3-4) I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus (John 17:23) For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed (John 17:26) He is the exact representation of my being (Hebrews 1:3) He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you (Romans 8:31) And to tell you that I am not counting your sins (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you (1 John 4:10)
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love (Romans 8:31-32) If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me (1 John 2:23) And nothing will ever separate you from my love again (Romans 8:38-39)
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen (Luke 15:7) I have always been Father, and will always be Father (Ephesians 3:14-15)
My question is, will you be my child? (John 1:12-13)
I am waiting for you (Luke 15:11-32)
Love,
Your Dad. Almighty God
If you would like to insure your spot in Heaven with our Father God and have ETERNAL LIFE, and you want Jesus Christ in your life to get to know him read this prayer out loud to God and Jesus will come into your heart and dwell forever.....
"Dear God,
I confess that I am a sinner, Thank you that Jesus took my punishment upon Himself when He died on the crossfor my sins, and then rose from the dead, defeating death. Today I repent(turn away from sin) and place my trust in Jesus Christ alone for my salvation.
In Jesus' name I pray, Amen!
You're now saved!
So easy. It seems too good to be true! But it isnt thank God for all the things He has done and will do in your life!! You have a purpose!! Every single person is here ON PURPOSE! God doesn't make a mistake or an accident, even if other people tell you that you were an accident...even if your parents..the ones who conceived you said you were an accident...you ARE NOT!!
JESUS CHRIST LOVES YOU!!!!:) He really does. He is there for you for anyhting and everything. He holds your hand through the hardest time in your life. We are so lucky that He died to save us from Eternal(forever) suffering!
If you read this prayer today He is so proud of you, and is so joyful that you want to come to Him. He is always there. He NEVER takes a day off or a lunch break.
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God Bless everyone who reads this!
Jesus is Alive!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
SO!
I said I would be back with a reveiw of Tim Burton's remake of Alice in Wonderland.
So here goessss.
We showed up there got our tickets(in 3-D), got somethin ta drink. Thennnn we walked to our theatre, FUCKITTY FUCK!! It was packed! Now, I don't know about you guys but I hate sitting in the very front..you have to break you neck to see...which is what ended up happening for us! Jeesh. Me, my boyfriend, mom, brother, and brothers gf. We were all spread apart from eachother.
But, back to the movie..
It wasn't as good as I thought..I was expecting more like the original disnety version, but it was mixed up with the books. I was hoping it would be more colorful, it was a little darker than I would have liked...but yea I understand its Tim Burton haha.
The 3-D effects were pretty good, they probably would have looked better if i wouldn't have been right up front! lol
Ohhhh and Johnny Depp did a fantastic job! So sick!! :) I wasn't too fond of the girl who did Alice.
Also!! There were to characters in the movie who were from Harry Potter movies, but sadly they had smaller parts in Alice.
So overall.......................
4 stars out of 5.
9 on a scale of 1-10.
You get the idea. Go see it!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Painting the roses red...
This is the movie I'm hopefully seeing today, went to see it Friday, the4 day it came out buttttt was sold out! Big Suprise! lol
The original Alice in Wonderland is my favorite Disney movie, and I'm hoping the new version with Jphnny Depp :) is just as good...but my mom said she's heard it wasn't that great? I dunno we'll see. I'll do a reveiw on it after I do see it.
I'll even take notes!! hahaha.
Well I'll see ya around.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Teen Pregnancy.. Wow.
Just to start this out I'm not writing this to bash teen mothers or their actions because I, myself am considered a teen parent; my child is just in Heaven playing instead of on earth! :)
(Bitter Sweet, yes, Definately.)
Anyways! I got curious a few minutes ago and went thru my friends list on myspace and counted the teen parents, mothers and fathers. And out of my 465 friends there were 37 teen parents.
Wow. That may not seem like a lot to some of you..but to me it is a lot! Especially me knowing most of these guys from when I went to the highschool and such. And again, I AM NOT BASHING OR JUDGING ANNNNYYYY OF THEM!!
Out of those 465 I know about 6 who have tried to get pregnant..not out of those 37 parents.
I can semi understand why they would want to do this but most of you are probably thinking, "what the hell are they thinking?! Ruining their lives.."
But most see it as giving themselves something to live for..because their lives are soo ridiculously terrible and lonely currently...I mean think about it..here's an example...
16 year old girl lives with her mom and siblings her mom and dad are divorced..she feels like she cant talk to her mom because she would flip out at the first word of her talking about sex or peer pressure with drugs or alcohol...I mean would you talk to your mom about anything if she were like that?!?! No Way!
See, the less teens feel they can talk to their parents the lonelier they feel, even if they do have "a zillion friends"or a boyfriend or attention from tons of guys! Some girls feel the need to have a baby, a baby that will always love them, like they tried loving their parents..A baby they have to live for, to take care of, to get out of bed in the morning for. Of course that girl should be taking care of herself that way and knowing her life is just as important as her baby she wants or has..but she can't see it that way.
In 2002 there were about 750,000 Teen pregnancies; including abortions:(
In 2007 it hit the highest it had ever been so far at about 4, 317, 119!!
Wow, its crazy. I can only imagine 2009's rate or what 2010's rate will be this time next year.. I'mhaving a hard time finding last years rates online but I do know it escelated..its always on the news..and the stupid government is always bitching about it costing them soo much money...FUCK its not like they're using it for anything else! They should be less worried about their money and more worried about HELPING FUTURE GIRLS NOT FEEL ALONE OR GIVE INTO PEER PRESSURE OF UNPROTECTED SEX SO THEY DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM ANYMORE!!
Jeeeeez,
Well thats all I really have to say about this subject, and for the last time I am not saying anything anything anything bad about teen mothers at all. I give most of them props and kudos for doing what they do everyday..because some of these 14-19 year olds take better care of their children than 25-40 year olds on their 3 child!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!**********!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*********
(Bitter Sweet, yes, Definately.)
Anyways! I got curious a few minutes ago and went thru my friends list on myspace and counted the teen parents, mothers and fathers. And out of my 465 friends there were 37 teen parents.
Wow. That may not seem like a lot to some of you..but to me it is a lot! Especially me knowing most of these guys from when I went to the highschool and such. And again, I AM NOT BASHING OR JUDGING ANNNNYYYY OF THEM!!
Out of those 465 I know about 6 who have tried to get pregnant..not out of those 37 parents.
I can semi understand why they would want to do this but most of you are probably thinking, "what the hell are they thinking?! Ruining their lives.."
But most see it as giving themselves something to live for..because their lives are soo ridiculously terrible and lonely currently...I mean think about it..here's an example...
16 year old girl lives with her mom and siblings her mom and dad are divorced..she feels like she cant talk to her mom because she would flip out at the first word of her talking about sex or peer pressure with drugs or alcohol...I mean would you talk to your mom about anything if she were like that?!?! No Way!
See, the less teens feel they can talk to their parents the lonelier they feel, even if they do have "a zillion friends"or a boyfriend or attention from tons of guys! Some girls feel the need to have a baby, a baby that will always love them, like they tried loving their parents..A baby they have to live for, to take care of, to get out of bed in the morning for. Of course that girl should be taking care of herself that way and knowing her life is just as important as her baby she wants or has..but she can't see it that way.
In 2002 there were about 750,000 Teen pregnancies; including abortions:(
In 2007 it hit the highest it had ever been so far at about 4, 317, 119!!
Wow, its crazy. I can only imagine 2009's rate or what 2010's rate will be this time next year.. I'mhaving a hard time finding last years rates online but I do know it escelated..its always on the news..and the stupid government is always bitching about it costing them soo much money...FUCK its not like they're using it for anything else! They should be less worried about their money and more worried about HELPING FUTURE GIRLS NOT FEEL ALONE OR GIVE INTO PEER PRESSURE OF UNPROTECTED SEX SO THEY DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM ANYMORE!!
Jeeeeez,
Well thats all I really have to say about this subject, and for the last time I am not saying anything anything anything bad about teen mothers at all. I give most of them props and kudos for doing what they do everyday..because some of these 14-19 year olds take better care of their children than 25-40 year olds on their 3 child!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!**********!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*********
Friday, March 5, 2010
Happy Birthday tooooo you!!!
Yes people my 18th birthday is riiiight around the corner...45 days to be exact.
I have had so many different ideas on what to do..
the first plan was to go to Oregon and go to Seaside with my mom, nick, and my brother for 3 days...then felt it was too expensive for my mom and started brainstorming again..then my gramma thought of canada! EH?!
haha/ And I do beleive that is still in consideration...but what is there to do in Canada anyways?... I mean I have never been out of the country so it sounded exciting at first but really what is there?! Besides a huge mall which I would not mind meeting;)
Then thought about just doing nothing:/
I just don't know!
And then I thought about the ocean again but then there were all those Tsunami warnings for the coast because of the earthquakes...and people...my ass cannot swim!! lolololol
Besides that I watched 2012 about a week after all these warnings and really...i don't need to be parinoid for my birthday right!? I can see myself leaving the hotel room at seaside in a life jacket and arm floaties...lmfao.
Danngg. I mean I even googled idea numerous times! Its crazy..
Any ideas? Please I have an open mind..just know drugs or drinking, because thats all people seem to do in this town for any occasion...get "fucked up, man!"...pfft. Lame.
Been there done that..don't wanna do it ever again..
Anyways!!!!!
Help me figure out my 18th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow!
I have been gone for so long.
Its already March 2010 and I havent been here since about september. Which was right after Nick and I lost our first child, a daughter; Leila Rene` Onisko.
I have since my last post I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression. Which is extremely hard. It has been my everyday somtimes all day battle since I got the flu in early October. Keep me inyour prayers. I will probably battle this my whole life, but my faith in our Lord Jesus Christ is too big to give up. Yes I have my doubts when the anxiety kicks me a little harder than I'm used to but hey, if I dont have Christ what do I have?
The anxiety and depression that follows me around makes me feel like I'm in a dream, like things are artificial and unreal..I over think things way way way too much and that adds to the problem. But I'm gonna continue to fight til the day Jesus takes this problem away. I trust that it could be The Lord is letting this happen to me so I can become so much stronger for somthing else that will be harder..or so that I can help others with this same exact problem and lead them to our Saviour; Jesus Christ.
Also, some other things have happened since my last post...such as my boyfriend moving in to my family's home in the middle of october..possibly being pregnant again...losing my best friend..gaining her again..and again losing her for good..making plans to get married..fighing through online schooling..starting the process of finding my biological father..finding out my not biological but life long father has been sentenced to another 9 months in prison...going to GU 2010..getting new friends..losing a lot of old ones...becoming closer to Christ...two of my oldest friends Sara and Tyler havging their first baby, A son; Jayden..deciding to peirce my monroe...it goes on..but the four things that are ALWAYS ALWAYS constant in all of these equations...God, My family, Nick, and Learning from everything that happens.
Wow. I have a lot to tell you about. Keep watching...well, reading...I won't leave you for months again!
Brianananananananananananananaaaaaaaaaa
Its already March 2010 and I havent been here since about september. Which was right after Nick and I lost our first child, a daughter; Leila Rene` Onisko.
I have since my last post I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression. Which is extremely hard. It has been my everyday somtimes all day battle since I got the flu in early October. Keep me inyour prayers. I will probably battle this my whole life, but my faith in our Lord Jesus Christ is too big to give up. Yes I have my doubts when the anxiety kicks me a little harder than I'm used to but hey, if I dont have Christ what do I have?
The anxiety and depression that follows me around makes me feel like I'm in a dream, like things are artificial and unreal..I over think things way way way too much and that adds to the problem. But I'm gonna continue to fight til the day Jesus takes this problem away. I trust that it could be The Lord is letting this happen to me so I can become so much stronger for somthing else that will be harder..or so that I can help others with this same exact problem and lead them to our Saviour; Jesus Christ.
Also, some other things have happened since my last post...such as my boyfriend moving in to my family's home in the middle of october..possibly being pregnant again...losing my best friend..gaining her again..and again losing her for good..making plans to get married..fighing through online schooling..starting the process of finding my biological father..finding out my not biological but life long father has been sentenced to another 9 months in prison...going to GU 2010..getting new friends..losing a lot of old ones...becoming closer to Christ...two of my oldest friends Sara and Tyler havging their first baby, A son; Jayden..deciding to peirce my monroe...it goes on..but the four things that are ALWAYS ALWAYS constant in all of these equations...God, My family, Nick, and Learning from everything that happens.
Wow. I have a lot to tell you about. Keep watching...well, reading...I won't leave you for months again!
Brianananananananananananananaaaaaaaaaa
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